Is It Me, or Is It Just The World?

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Confusion, indecisiveness, selfishness and fear may be it. I am as clueless as my conscience are. What would you have done if you were in my shoes? Scamper away or stay put and face No Man's land? I'm falling, but there is no one to catch me. Could it be me? Was I being unfair? Selfish maybe? Hardly. Could have been the other way around. Maybe not. Things work in mysterious ways. Sometimes, even you can't rectify it, let alone see it coming. Either you let things take its own course, or you run your own show. I chose the latter with a heavy heart, with reasons. Numbers are nothing but compassion is everything. The turning point starts here when things I did not think would emerge, actually did. Could it be a test? I doubt it. If so, I have had them tests everyday to a point, should each be noted down on post-its, they are enough to cover every inch of my house to an extend, it covers my neighbours door as well. A test of patience then? Most unlikely. Patience is my mother of virtue but is it worth your lifetime? Seemingly hard and strong on the outside does not make me Wonderwoman. Has anyone ever considered the fact that I am just an ordinary girl who is asking for nothing more than just pure compassion? Can you just pause and think of me, for once?